The impression that read Against light 100 bouquets

• I hesitate since I read "100 bouquets against light" at the age of a sixth grader and came to write an impressionistic essay when it becomes every year at this time to do it about which book.
  There are a lot of attractive books published newly, but it "is 100 bouquets against light" again that I catch me of this year, and do not take its eyes off. From a sixth grader to a twelfth grader. Age to be common at the point that a feeling of expectation and the jitters which leave from a junior high school, the high school for a university and the new environment from the elementary school fight. However, the reading of changes in the same book really.
  If it may be said that I grew up in these six years, it is that one came to be able to watch a thing in a large field of vision.
  I of the sixth grader suffered without being able to say to anyone with a deep trouble, but there is the way out in various ways if I think from present me. But it is not that anything is delicious and can solve present me. When I ignore my own faults about the manner that sulked when there is oneself at examinee ,sensitive time and collided with a family, having square it works only to minus number after all. I become stiff without being able to take no notice of slight words in the interchange with the person. Because I have a character to think over and over again, it becomes even more complexed and is angry in a partner forgetting that oneself drags it messily more by halves.
  It is written to "the bouquet" that I count a number in such a case. If one does not want to cry in a burnt field, you must try not to bare feelings uselessly. I was not able to practice a means settled down which I should have learned six years ago.
  Point, it which grew up one more are to have known what the competition is.
  It is written about one's unyielding spirit in the impressionistic essay six years ago, and there are classmate and me who tell that I have a pain in it in good "rivals". However, I can let the examination for high school succeed luckily and know that I who am going to climb the further high wall called the examination for university am not the victory or defeat that competition compared with a person from now on.
  I entered the high school and watched an excellent classmate in various fields, and I who hated to lose grieved when I looked for a rival with every aspect naturally when "I could not match you".
  However, one day I noticed. There is nobody including a perfect person. It is impossible limited school life, to polish up all in its turn in the life. There is much classics satirizing the person whom I start the fight about some, and nothing accomplishes. Then breathe the thing which oneself selects it as this, and makes an effort with the goal of a person superior to oneself, and the thing which is not so may be what should give a partner praise obediently.
  In addition, if one aim is decided, I take it in without leaving over the know-how of a guide and the comrade, and only makes an effort. I who had a thought to be a partner to defeat that a rival was an enemy knew the meaning of the word at last to challenge examination in the whole school year recently. I learn and stimulate each other's superior parts, and, as a result, order runs out and is full of each other's lucks. It is a rival. I six years ago am what I did not know.
  In that way I learned from even anything without making an excuse when I began an effort when running out of time busily, and "the bouquet" was able to tell that I took good care of the basics.
  Of "light 100 the bouquet" says it doing it commonly in living, the thing that want to do commonly. When "it is easy ," it is synonymous, and "the commonplace" is apt to be used, but not at all.
  The power that is considerable as possible in a matter of course commonly was written that I am available, and "even the dragon cherry tree" which I described the examination for Tokyo University in accuses that it is possible for Mr. of the school in the basics not a difficult problem commonly.
  It is the most difficult to do a commonplace commonly. It understands well that I do study for examination. I make a plan of the study and do it afterward. However, it is a serious thing that handle it not to lose temptation of various entertainment as scheduled. There are many problems to come loose if I can use even the formula that even the contents of the study learn routinely. Besides, on the examination day, I arrive at the meeting place on time and write the name on the answer sheet, and the  work is ordinary, but is only that it is difficult for the human being who is in strain state.
  "The bouquet" may exist for such a case. When a partner does not understand it, I do not grieve, and take action from oneself. Turning have a big result with one way of thinking even if it is any event. I am not going to get an evaluation of another person without minding eyes of another person, and stick to oneself having believed it.
  I want to put "a bouquet" appearing in an easy narration form before many hits in more closeness from now on. Not to be changed in the past, but to make the future the one which it is filled with light, and overflowed now.

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